Everything is end

Yea.. everything is end.. our friendship end..

Now..
I'm just your classmate..
U wont talk to me if there is nothing important to talk about..
and i'm doing the same thing also..

U thought i want to do this too??
I'm doing it too because i have no choice..
I know u wont talk to me if i ask u something that is not important for u..

WHY??
I still dun understand that why we have to choose this way after a simply quarrel..

B4 this, u made me angry a few times also but did i say anything??
I think u dun know what was that..
so i'll tell u now..

Do u know that actually i hate my friends that afraid of others to say something that is not the truth??
Last time, it was a sunny day..
We walk home together from school..
I knew it was hot therefore i dun mind to share my umbrella with u..
But what did u say, do u still remember it??
U said:" Ei, dun do this please, I got girlfriend already.. p/s: She was your X's gf now..
Do u really have to say like that??
We are friends, isn't it??
I was really angry at that moment but i never say anything to u..
After some times, i left it beside already,,

I really dunno why...
Why there are people like this who always afraid that others will misunderstand or say something that is not the truth????
I know that almost everyone afraid of it but do u really have to scare until like this??
Do u really have to try to run far away just to avoid these???????
I'm not talking about u only, i'm also talking about some others..

Now i'm thinking about that..
After we finish this course and den we continue our degree but different courses, will u say 'hi' to me??
Will u ask me 'how are you?'...
Actually, i knew the answer already..
I knew u wont want to talk to me even a word..

What a pity...
Everything ends...
Just because a simply quarrel..

But.. u're still my friend forever..
Thanks for removing the sting of the bee from my leg when i was stung by bee..
Thanks for everything..
Dun feel lazy to your homework..
Good luck for u..

My frens

Elin... my classmate and also my fren from my college..
the only one who is always free to accompany to shop..
but she went back to Sarawak..
i know her ambition is to become a teacher..
and now her dream comes true so i never ask her y is she going back..
after she went back, i think no one else is free to accompany me to shop..
my other frens are always busy because they have thier own activities..
i'll miss Elin and maybe i'll go Sarawak to visit her if i can..
take k.. good luck!!!!!

Benjamin, my primary school classmate and also my best fren..
he's going to study in Austalia next month..
he change alot.. haha.. talk alot..
after so many years, now only we have the time to gather with each other..
but he suddenly said tat he's going to study in other country..
i dunno tat will we still have the chance to gather together or not..
he's always protecting me since we were in primary skul..
i'll miss u too!! dun forget tat i'll be one of ur band's member!!
take k and i know u can become a good and intelligent doctor..
do ur best!!

at least u answer me

at least.. u answer me..
at least.. i stil can talk to u..
even we wont go back to the last but at least we're stil frens..

i know.. i cant talk tat much with u lik b4..
i know we're not good fren anymore..
we cant share our secret anymore..
we wont walk home together anymore..
u wont smile at me anymore..
we wont do or discuss our homework together anymore..
we wont do revision together anymore..
or even u wont appreaciate our frenship anymore..

but.. i'm already very comfort tat we wont have to be lik enemy..
i think ur life is changing..
i think u got a new target and forgot about something tat made u unhappy..
is good.. i feel happy for u also..
muz be happy!!!
good fren or just normal fren also not important anymore..
juz remember.. u're always my fren..

FRIEND??

Hahaha.. fren?
Not fren anymore????
Wat to say?? I really dunno wat to say..
For me, frens are always important to me..
But, it was hurt to hear tat, for them, i'm not important at all..

After quarrel den we are not fren anymore??
Hahaha... U chose to do so den wat can i do??
Yea, i'll respect ur choice..
If not??? Wat else can i do?? nothing..

For me, u were my important fren..
I stil remember that when we 1st met...
U were sad, felt complicated, den u come and ask for help..
Tat time, i really did try my best to help u..
When u were sad, i try to be by ur site..
U wanted me to accompany u to watch movie i never refuse..
Y i stil remember so much about tis?? I think u might ask..
Is becau i appreciate our frenship..

After u knew my frens and i started to feel tat i was annoying..
Wat to say?? I had no choice cause tat was ur choice..
Sad?? Yea, sad to lost my important fren..
But at tat time u were stil my fren..
Now, are u stil my fren?? For me, of course..
But, for u?? I think i was nothing.. right??

Sad.. really sad..
If some stupid guys scold me lik tis i would only feel annoying, tats all..
But now is different, u are my fren, u know??
But u chose to scold me lik tat???
Haha... hahahahaha...
Wat else can i say????????????

P/S: 'hahaha' did not mean tat i was laughing..

没有方向的我

你怎么突然回来了？
为什么？
到底为什么你要在我已经习惯一个人后才回来？
这几个月你都没什么改变，可是我却改变了很多。

当初我需要你时你在吗？
我现在都不需要你了你就突然回来。

你当初就因为顾虑太多而丢下我一个人，
你知不知道我花了多少时间才能变回我自己，才能不再想你的事啊？
你知不知道我遇到很多不如意和不开心的事啊？
而这时你在哪里啊？

本来我以为你是我所见过最合格的男生所以当初的我是多么的喜欢你啊。
可是，你离开后我遇到了一个比你更合格的人，
他至少不会像你那样逃避一切，
但是我和他因为一些原因已经没机会在一起的，
我和他永远都是朋友，
而且他一时也会问候我，不像你。

现在的我真的不懂该怎么办才好，
我还找不回当初喜欢你的感觉，
也不懂到底找不找得回。

我只能说是你自己离开太久了，
都只能怪你自己啊。
我都不知道还能不能够相信你了，
你一时一样，一时想要一起，
一时又怕我会因为你的个性而受伤之类的，
我真的无话可说啊，你真的想太多有的没的了，我最怕这样的人了。

总之，顺其自然吧。

现在的心情

林壮奇，你知道吗？我真的很庆幸我离开了你。我和你真的有够不适合，我们的意见永远都不同而也都不肯接受对方的意见，总是一直一直在吵。不过，因为经历了我才能变得更懂事，也知道不适合就是不适合，怎么样也没办法在一起。说真的，现在只要我碰到性格和你蛮像的人我都会很害怕他们，不是说我再乱说，是真的，我真的有在怕。
离开你的生活我过得很自在也很自由，没有你烦我真好。
只要想起你就很烦，以前每天都是在和你争论一些有的没的，真的很烦很烦。
你现在过得很好我就祝福你，不过可以不要烦我吗？
我写什么我喜欢就好了啊，你可不要管那么多吗？
还有，你以为我在离开你之后就不会遇见别的人事物了吗？我写的难道就只能是你吗？你可以不要那么爱吗？

突然间有些人想回头，你们无不无聊点啊？现在才后悔？想回头？你们知不知道你们有多好笑？我最最讨厌你们这种人了，当初想那么多又怎么样，结果也不是还一样吗？那你们还想那么多来干什么？结果就是只剩下后悔，无聊。

爱情？现在对我来说都不重要了，有就有，没有也罢。我有很多好朋友就够了，朋友才是最重要的，要珍惜啊。

gathering again

Just wanted to share these photos.. They are all my friends from my hometown(Bentong)..
I miss them so so so much.. Muz take good care ^_^